self discovery

Sunday Afternoons

#13 Sunday Afternoons

Photo: Mirian Silva Photography

“You can’t make decisions based on fear and the possibility of what might happen.” ― Michelle Obama

I’ve made a lot of decisions in my life: some good and some bad.  However, I didn’t declare, “Hey, here is a good decision or here is a bad decision.”  I just made them and hoped for the best.  That’s how my life has been as far as I can remember, just choose and go….In some instances, read more


Flower Remedies and Spiritual Cleansing

Photo: Mirian Silva Photography

And may we ever have joy and gratitude in our hearts that the Great Creator of all things, in His Love for us, has placed the herbs in the fields for His healing. “Heal Thyself by Dr. Bach”

And it happened, I felt a sudden surge of anxieties flow through my body as I lied on my bed in darkness, thinking about all of the things I felt needed to be adjusted in my life. As it got closer to my heart, I felt a forceful grip and a feeling that a deep hole was being dug.  Fear began to spread like spilled water from a running faucet when suddenly, the eyes of my soul opened up and I fought back by yelling , “No!”.  Slowly, I felt the release of the grip and a myriad of colors and fun cartoon like pictures began to flow through my mind. I finally took a deep breath and let out a long exhale.  read more


What Do You Really Want?

“You must know what you want, to find what you want.”  ― Lailah Gifty Akita

I’ve been going through what I call somewhat of a “crossroads.” Not really sure what path to take and not really desiring any of the paths being presented.  Have you ever found yourself there?  I keep asking myself if I am going through some sort of fucking mid-life crisis, that, at this age, I am not suppose to be asking these questions.  While the world seems to be moving forward what deems normal: marriage, kids, picket fences, etc, etc, I sit here and wonder if these paths were also meant for me.  I search for the answers and find nothing. Perhaps, I am at the wrong “crossroads”????

How do we find what we really want or get on the right crossroad? read more